Between A Rock and a Hard Place

This post isn't normal, Faithful Reader (if your out there). It is, in fact, my current life state and, in part, a message to a sister.

I want to get out of here. I want to leave and go back to the State to which I'm called; the Revolution is ripe for the picking there. I'm going nowhere around here. The wall is back up, and I'm running into it. Yet, the Lord won't move me. I even have job opportunities elsewhere that would bring me further into the work of Christianity. It's thoroughly frustrating.

On top of my own frustrations, my Sister (from The Spirit Connection)is going though a hard time and I have to sit back and let it happen. She can't even communicate to me and all of our friends in this time of hardship. She's been cut off. If you remember from the last post, I share a very strong connection to her. I wonder if something happened to her yesterday, as while I was eating breakfast I was struck with an insane feeling in my body and almost passed out from it. I thought of her when it happened. Still I wonder......

My situation of frustration, readers, will work itself out. But as for my Sister, I don't know. All I know is this: She's missing something. Things have went the way they have because she's missed something crucial. You see, she neglected to tell me some key details concerning her predicament. Now that I know these things, I am a wreck over her sometimes. Work keeps me busy, but my thoughts don't stay dormant, and my spirit never sleeps.

Sister, PLEASE be careful. I love you, and need you to come out of this. I pray constantly for it all to work. But it's hard to do so when I've seen you crash and burn so many times before. whatever it is you're thinking about doing, don't do it. I miss you. WE miss you. But we will see you again, won't we? Yes, we will. Things will be right again.

The Resistance will move on as scheduled.